oh mein gott.
i love life because there is love in life.
but there is also pain and loss and ache.
and spending time with your ex, who is only your ex because long-distance wasn’t working, is really sore.
In 10 hours I will have left my hometown, again.
My only happy thought is that I’m coming home to Nick, to us cooking supper together, and possibly snuggling him a bazillion times.
Everything else just aches and hurts and I will blog more about this soon.
I feel helpless. And I know it’s no one’s fault, but i’m still sad.